I had the court today. I owe well over $1000 in fines which sucks, but whatever. At least my license isn't suspended and I am on probation. Doesn't stop me from getting high this Friday after the mall and living my life the same. The only thing is now I'm poor since I owe all them fees and shit. My probation lasts for a year from a few days ago. I'm going to sell some of my stuff to get money to get me out of trouble. At least the record doesn't stay with me for the rest of my life. I'm fixing myself up for the most part. I might not going to be like this forever. I might not go to this party at all since the Affroutit's and Newman are having it together might attract police. I've been working non-stop lately and been getting more money. So Friday was alright. Hungout with Joe for the most part. Beat Jason around because he was taking a piss and I threw shit at him. Saturday I worked for the most part then went out to the Cue Club with a few buddies. I didn't go to the party on Friday because I didn't want to violate probation. I mean I want to get drunk and high just as much as the next person, but I cannot risk it. People were pressuring me, but I turned that all down and played it safe at home because if the cops were called I'm fucked. Tomorrow and just about every other damn day of the week I work massive hours. They won't even let me have time to do my school work. I want to graduate. Don't want to be in the deli all my life. They made fun of my friends today, but I showed them an older picture of me dressed in drag and they cracked up. They have internet enabled computers and it was on the internet which I took it down because I just realized it was ancient.